Woke up this Sunday morning unsatisfied with the weakness I allowed the enemy to find. Dragging around the house not looking forward to going into the presence of the Lord because of my shame. So finally I make it to church and God calls for a seed offering. At first I wasn't going to give it. I wanted to hold on to the little money I had, but then I thought "Sow out of your need" And at that moment I didn't need more money although I could have used it, I needed God to strengthen me where I was weak. So I quickly asked the ushers for a envelope and stuffed my seed offering in. Before I could even make it to the front to place my offering in the offering basket tears began to scroll down my face. I needed God to move on my behalf like never before. So seed sown and within the next few weeks I was looking for a monetary gift from God. So I began to remind God of what His word said, sow and you shall reap...and right at that moment of sadness, confusion, and tears, God spoke so clearly and said "You sowed your seed so that I could strengthen you in your weakness, you forfeited the monetary gift for a spiritual one, so why are you questioning me? Who gave you the right to question me?" And at that moment I felt like the most foolish person in the world. Questioning the most high God, and He had did what I asked him to do. he had given me the strength I needed to overcome that weakness.
So I said all that to say this, NEVER question God. Like He asked Job, WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I DID ALL THESE WONDERFUL THINGS? No where to be found! God is a God who always comes through. He may not come on your time but He's always ON TIME! Trust and believe that if your heart is sincere towards Him, He will come through for you.
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